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heyaa girless ok i really need your advice i want to lose 5 pounds and 4 inches off my stomach in 9 days so i got untill wednesday the 6 of janury thats when i start back college
im thinking of starting a new diet ( below )
breakfast half past 9 : 150 Calories 2 weetbix some milk
snack half past 11 : 55 calories 1 yoghurt
dinner 2 o clock : 250 calories 1 picecs of fish
another snack 5 o clock : 150 calories half a tin of beans
supper half past 7 : 150 calories 2 weetbix some milk again lols
last snack 10 o clock : 55 calories another yogurt
2-4 hours running or speed walking a day 1000 sit-ups a day weights / toning half an hour 4 times a week its 810 calories a day
but will i lose weight on this diet when i am having so many calories or should i hardcore resicted and do tones of excrise ? ? ?
i REALLY REALLY need your help guys please please help me ! !
all my love and support rose x x x x
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| can I rewind? |
[27 Dec 2009|04:06am] |
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Hw:254 cw:171 gw:135 before my sister moved in with me I was fine. I had zero food in the house and just kept myself busy. Now she lives with me & she eats a lot, and always late at night too. She's tiny & can handle it. I'm not even hungry but I give in bc I want to be social. I am so week. I had 500cals today & worked out for 1 hour. Tomorrow I'm going on a mini day trip with friends & will keep myself busy with cigarettes & coffee. I just pray they don't go to a drive thru for food. I'm kinda interested in this water fasting. Maybe I'll do a 3day & see what happens.
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[25 Dec 2009|04:59pm] |
happy christmas guys! hope you all have a skinny Christmas =]
Stay strong x
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[23 Dec 2009|11:40pm] |
Why are ex boyfriends so mean?
I mean...I know he was abusive when we were together...but you'd think after over a year of being apart, he would just give it all up, right?
I mean it's not like I care for him...in fact I told him that, I told him about how I was getting married this year, and he laughed in my face and told me how I was absolutely nothing. So I told him, that I'm very happy now, and I'm actually being treated right...and that I feel like my relationship with him never even existed.
Because that is how I feel. I feel like he's not even real.
but then he tells me, "well at least I had you when you still looked at least a little decent, now that you've gained so much weight I wouldn't think twice about ever talking to you. And btw, be careful next time you purge."
...seriously?
It's not like I'm hurting because it's him...I know him too well to be upset about it. I know how he is, and that he just said it because it's his only defense against me when I hurt his feelings, because he knows how badly it hurts me.
It's just the fact that it was finally said by somebody, that I have gained too much weight to be considered pretty.
I'm not so sure what to do now, I fail at just about everything when it comes to trying to lose weight.
where did all my willpower go?
I'm so sick of myself.
It's put me in a slump all day.
This ex of mine, is also the guy who forced me into rehab while we were together, and as soon as I got out began calling me fat and telling me to lose weight.
He's also an anorexic.
I feel terrible.
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| Im back :) |
[22 Dec 2009|08:39pm] |
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This weekend I messed up really bad! I went out of town and spent some times with friends and ate my heart out. I weighed myself on saturday and I weight 127! I felt amazing :) and then I had a HUGE binge. I ate so much and felt like a total fat ass. I need to get back on track. I need to loose 7 pounds and I will be at my goal weight, but i fear with my huge bing that i just gained more weight. I am on my next week in my four week plan to get skinny.
It is good to get back and now I will continue to get skinny :) Thank you all for your support. Merry Christmas and think skinny :)
xoxo
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[21 Dec 2009|10:50pm] |
ok so i was doing really well so far today then had the family food shopping and i had a HUGE binge. now i feel guilty and discusting. tryed to purge but it has been so long that it was hard.
stay strong x
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[19 Dec 2009|11:13pm] |
im doing shit. i havent beinged or anything. i just feel hopeless. i need help or motivation. seriosuly anyboyd got anything good thats working for them :( ?
hope your all doing good btw:)
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[19 Dec 2009|03:27pm] |
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i wonder what body shape blake livey has ? x x x
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[17 Dec 2009|07:29pm] |
I can't believe this is me.
I don't feel like I have collarbones like that( 90 )
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[17 Dec 2009|02:15pm] |
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last night while i was out there were so many skinny girls so not fair =[ then when i went home i had a binge =[
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[16 Dec 2009|07:31pm] |
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Everytime you say no to food, you say yes to thin
I did pretty darn good today! My calorie intake was about 450 and thats wicked good for being an athlete :) I did somewhat "binge" on a chocolate bar and that is my main source of calorie intake but I didnt eat lunch so that kinda made up for it. I have been going to basketball practice for aobut 2 hours and then coming home and doing 1 hour of exercises :)
I feel so proud of myself...I hope you girls are doing a kick ass job to!!
Have a awesome night :)
ps. my boyfirend told me I am "thick" in all the right places...I wanted to cry my eyes out...what do yall think of what he said? Please I would love to have some feedback on that
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| safe food |
[16 Dec 2009|11:42pm] |
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heyy girless how is everyone ? how your all well ? i was wondering what is your 'safe food' expcet fruit ( it gives me a REALLY bad stomach) and vegatables i Really fussy lols . i nomally eat cerals, beans and soup there all low fat. i really need some for christmas ! really need your advice guyys ? all my love and support rose xxxx
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[15 Dec 2009|08:37pm] |
IM SOOO unhappy..... i hate myself and my body gosh.... i hope im down in weight 2moro... atleast 1 pound! im sooo sad, about 1 month ago i dumped my boyfriend so i could have more time concentrating on my eating disorder. i dnt regret it thoughhhh im happy about tht.
Xh0neybunnyX
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[15 Dec 2009|11:27am] |
Hi, my name is Lisa. I am 23.
I used to be a member of anorexicqueen on livejournal but I can't remember my acount information so I had to make a new one.
I have been batteling with an eating disorder for over 5 years now.
exactly 4 weeks ago I had my second child.
I am having a really hard time getting the weight off. I have been eating hardly anything and have only lost 5 pounds so far.
I am very discouraged.
I am going to the store to purchase slim quick pills soon. I used to take them and I like to think they worked.
I am only going to eat fruits and vegtables and drink lots and lots of water.
I just feel so discusting. I know my boyfriend loves me even though I don't have the perfect body. I know he doesn't care.
What is funny is that he doesnt have the perfect body and I don't care. I find him to be the sexiest man I have ever met anyways. Why can't I see my self like that.
anyways. I really need the support. I need to get back to the way I was. Beautiful.
Heres my stats:
height: 5'6
current weight:170 lbs
Lowest weight"129 lbs
Goal weight: 125 lbs
This is a picture of me after losing weight after my first child. I want to get back to this or smaller. Smaller would be nice.
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[15 Dec 2009|12:24am] |
Todays intake: 610.
Not horrible, but, obviously not the best. Because I keep telling myself that I am going to fast, But it never works out. Slowly though, everyday, I find myself less and less hungry the less I eat.
So my plan for tomorrow:
Do not eat before/at work.
Walk home from work (1 hr - 1 1/2 hrs)
Finish the last of my 0 cal salad.
From there I am going to watch Paper Heart. Holy cow. Michael Cera is amazing. I am so excited for it. Anywho that's basically the extent of what I have to say tonight.
my AIM: airyckahh.
Add me :)
xoxo,
Airyckah
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[14 Dec 2009|09:55pm] |
Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better
:) Today was a good day for me. I found rules to stick by in order to get my goal weight and I am going to stick to them! I will get my goal weight and I will be skinny :) Today we had a Christmas party in one of my classes and I did not give into my cravings. I admit I did have a piece of pizza but I had no breakfast so I could afford the pizza. My thinspo was this GIANT girl stuffing her face and it made me realize that I did not want to end up like that.
I did a good hour of thigh exercises and ab workouts...skinny here i come :)
xoxo have a great night :) think skinny and be positive!
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| GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[14 Dec 2009|08:39pm] |
HEY GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHH! If you only knew what i have been doing for the past 2 weeks.. EATING LIKE CRAZY! I feel so discusting and fat. ugh fuck. fuck. fuck. I reactivated my account on here because i seriously need to fucking lose 40 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who wants to join me? I need inspiration and i need friends!!!
Please help me.. i dont know what diet to go on. I want to do a low calorie diet but i dont know what exacly i should do.. girls CAN YOU HELP!?!?!
JOIN ME! Read my journal! I will be posting daily!
<33333
Natasha
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| words of wisdom. |
[14 Dec 2009|06:47pm] |
I'm sure you've all heard this saying before but Its something my grandmother used to say.
"A moment on the lips forever on the hips"
Remeber that during christmas when your surrounded by cookies!
<3
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| Someone stop me! |
[14 Dec 2009|02:19pm] |
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I've gone 8 days of being super-disciplined about my strict diet of uber-healthy-food-only and less than 1000 calories a day. I've been happier and I feel healthier - I even look a little skinnier.
But right now I am feeling a super-intense craving to binge on sweets because I am having some serious doubts about my relationship. I am emotional, I can't stop thinking and over-analyzing, and I want some sort of comfort. I've already talked to someone about what's bothering me last night - but it's not holding me over! I want to eat a big, gooey 10 million calorie dessert right now. I don't have any sweets in the house right now - but I have to be at work in two hours where my FAVORITE dessert in the whole world is constantly passed under my nose. [[I work in a restaurant as a waitress.]]
I'm scared I'm going to binge because I want it so bad - but I know that if I do, I will screw up everything... all the effort I've made so far, gone. And I'll feel even worse than I already do now.
Please give me support.
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